Post by spiralnotebook on Jul 21, 2006 10:15:08 GMT -5
I was depressed and couldnt sleep last night and this was ONE of the products of that.
[glow=red,2,300]The Perfect Plan... or so you thought[/glow]
[glow=Black,2,300]The black roses and dark corners
The rocking back and forth as you try to lull yourself from the knife
The sudden rush of someone pulling you up
The instant comfort of them holding you close and tight
The enormous confusion of the caring sets in, you struggle but they grip tighter
The absolute betrayal of that same many sided person shoving you over the cliff
The outright righteousness that the knife now suddenly holds
The cool metallic feeling of the blade as it runs along the dotted line from your wrist to your elbow
The immediate sense of knowing of what is right and that was it
The imitation saddness that these people hold so well at your funeral
The instantaneous smiles as they get in their cars and leave
The perfectness of the new lives they all have
The absence of burden for all, no burden of life for you, no burden of a depressed person in their lives
How perfect this all worked out
I guess it really is the perfect plan...[/glow]
any comments suggestions spelling errors or whatever please tell me
[glow=red,2,300]The Perfect Plan... or so you thought[/glow]
[glow=Black,2,300]The black roses and dark corners
The rocking back and forth as you try to lull yourself from the knife
The sudden rush of someone pulling you up
The instant comfort of them holding you close and tight
The enormous confusion of the caring sets in, you struggle but they grip tighter
The absolute betrayal of that same many sided person shoving you over the cliff
The outright righteousness that the knife now suddenly holds
The cool metallic feeling of the blade as it runs along the dotted line from your wrist to your elbow
The immediate sense of knowing of what is right and that was it
The imitation saddness that these people hold so well at your funeral
The instantaneous smiles as they get in their cars and leave
The perfectness of the new lives they all have
The absence of burden for all, no burden of life for you, no burden of a depressed person in their lives
How perfect this all worked out
I guess it really is the perfect plan...[/glow]
any comments suggestions spelling errors or whatever please tell me
